damn damn and damn

wat the fuck man...hav u ever owe ur fren money and ur fren write in his/her pm???damn sucks man....wat kind of fren is tis???and i m so lucky to hav met tis kind of ppl in my life...fuck!!!
i alrd say i prepare the money to return u ad..wat the heck u still write in ur pm???u wan the whole world to knw i owe u money is it???fuck man...damn it!!!i knw last time i ffk/ppk u is my mistake, u wrote in ur pm, i dun care bout it...but now i alrd say wan giv u back ur money tmr ad...and u summore say till like dat in ur pm....u r spoiling my name le...and i cant tolerate with it....u told me once can d ma...wat for reminding me again and again???am i the one who wont return u ur money???am i dat kind of person???damn it man....even roland and roy who lend me money last time oso din write in pm saying dat i borrow money frm them and seeking a return so urgently....and i did return them their money k...u always say wanted to use dat money so urgently, i wonder is it really de or not???100 bucks nia la....ur bank dun hav meh???need to push me till like dat meh???wat r u doing man???i reli dun understand le...u think 100 thousand meh???need to write out...damn lar...tis is nonsense...i m so sorry dat i cant 'HAHAHA' in tis blog...damn fed up man....and v once very close de...now bcum like dat...i reli cant think whether we can continue be fren or not lo....i dun hav a fren like dat de lo...and let me tell u one thing, i wont carry debt to pass my cny...dats all i wan to tell u...get ur 100 bucks and fuck off man!!!we are no more frens...u knw who u r fucker...

Sleepless nite...

6th jan 2009,

the time now is 2am and i hav a lecture class at 8am...damn..i lie on the bed on 1.01am...suddenly so many things pop up into my mind...cant slp le...thinking of my family; how are they doing in pg??did my brother make my parents unhappy again???did my brother quarrel with my parents again???without me at home, how are they going to control him???haih.....oso thinking of my dad and mom; both of them so old d... my dad 57 and my mom 52 d...at this age, they still need to work so hard for the family...reli wan them to rest d....enough of working d and i knw my dad always wanted to run a business eh...dad, dun wori...wait for another 2 more years...and let me tell u all one thing, my family eh monthly income is very low(less than 2k per month) and they still need to giv me money every month as expenses... how are they going to survive wo???...will always remember the word "FAMILY"(Father And Mother, I Love You).....oso thinking of whr to bring my parents go when i grad...(other than ums) kundasang???kudat???i cant afford to waste my parents' effort to come all the way here just for my convo ma...headache!!!oso thinking of my future in chemical engineering; wat m i going to be when i grad in the next 1.5 years???an engineer???a technician???a normal factory worker???i dunno man....wat ppl going to think about me when i study till uni and get a rubbish eh job???ppl will start looking down on my family...and everything back to square one(i m a useless person)...shit!!!dare not think of dat...another thing dat bother me the whole nite is GALs...DUN WAN TO BE IN LOVE AGAIN!!!its so torturing...wasting time, wasting money and wasting energy...haih...feeling very down now....wat to do???i dunno....still alot of things in my mind rite now!!!
the time now is 2.45am, i still din feel slpy...how???haizzzzzzzzzz...................

New Year Countdown at Sabah 2009

lol...since u guys was so eager to read my blog, so i would like to share my 2nd post with u all...lol...hahaha...enjoy it!!!lol...

time has come for us to ushered in 2009 and say "さよなら" to 2008...lol...
how u guys celebrating in ur hometown???great???lame???boring???hahaha...as for sabah, i can tell u one thing, the celebration here SUCKS!!!let me begin by sharing with u my road to countdown...lol...hehehe...

first, in the morning we tot we hav class eh...since everyone so berkobar-kobar say tmr sure got class one cos they think they knw the profesor so well...hahaha... so i ma wake up very early lo ard 8.20am for 9am eh class, manatau go till uni lecturer eh bayang pun tak nampak...sien d lo...make me wake up so early for nothing...haih...but my coursemates they all carry on their plan to hav breakfast while me very "sou heng" say wan go back slp...lol...but end up on9 chatting with ailing...sien nia...but after dat i oso went on to slp till ard 4.38pm...lol...hahaha....

later in the evening, we plan to go kk for countdown and before dat we wan go hav dinner in an italian restaurant but manatau the restaurant eh offer (50%discount) till 7pm nia...walao eh... offer till 7pm nia better dun offer la...lol...wakakaka...then we went to gaya street to search for food as usual by BIKE...lol...at first i tot we are going to kk for countdown by car eh...so dat i can set my hair till "en tao" "en tao" to welcome 2009 ma...manatau go by bike...haih...sien ki liao lo...set till "en tao" also no use d...cos after wearing helmet ma bcum "kiam chai" d lo... lol...hahaha...but nvm, roland i understand de...hahaha...all bcos of the ptptn eh fault la...now alrd wat date d wo...still dun wan bank in money for us...damn u!!!wan us go sell butt oni wan bank in ar???lol...hahaha...

in the end we hav our dinner in a new foodcourt (not consider new lor...we din go thr before nia...hahaha) opposite sutera harbour resort..." The Grace Point". got sounds like a church ar???lol....but we dun care d...stomach alrd very noisy...hahaha... there, i ordered a damn damn damn keng eh nasi goreng pattaya...maybe the nasi goreng pattaya is fried in Pattaya, Thailand... lol...wat took them so long to fry it???damn...i takes almost one hour to serve me the nasi goreng...wtf....my coursemate, roland alrd finish his own nasi goreng pattaya from other stall eh and a nasi lemak... me still sitting thr waiting like a stupid fool....damn shit... btw the taste is not much difference with our campus eh nasi goreng lo...lol...

tis is the nasi goreng pattaya from thailand...lol...

the ABC shared among three of us...haiz...

damn poor le...hav to share tim...haiz (x2)...

after having dinner, we took a walk around the foodcourt and took some pictures...and we found that sabah likes to hav something thin and long...lol...

see...thin and long...like me lor, slim and tall...lol...wakakaka...

hav u ever seen a car that can fly???maybe tis one can...lol..."747"...hahaha


after having dinner, we head to the place called "Padang Merdeka", whr we can see fireworks...hahaha...how old d wo???still wan see fireworks... lol.... hahaha...we reach thr ard 10pm...and we still hav 2 hours before 2009 approaches...wat do we do for the 2 hours???lol...see the pic below...hahaha...

me(kc)...

roland...

jack...


actually we went to walk around the padang before we sat down doing nth...lol..hahaha...and for sure other places eh countdown sure got concert rite???here also got concert and fun fair thing going on...but i prefer not to hav the concert...even the dog barks better than those singing...lol....dunno wat shit of music they are singing...screaming like they are being f**k by someone...damn....hurting my ears nia...lol...

and here comes the end of our waiting session...the 2009 and the fireworks...lol...dun expect too much frm sabah eh fireworks k...i pick the best out of the best pic to upload here de k...wakakakaka...


dats all for firewoks...hahaha...before going home, we went for the 1st meal in 2009 in kf eh mamak...lol...


roti kosong and teh madras which cost me around rm2.30...hahaha..tot it would hav special discount tim for new year...hahaha...perhaps we think too much...lol...


i think dats all frm me now....hehehe...will add more post eh dun wori...provided i din feel lazy...kakakaka...and my new year resolution for the year 2009 is "Be Myself"...lol...here, i would to wish my family in penang, live harmoniously and stay healthy always...hehehe...of cos me oso need to stay healthy lor...and also wish to hav some vast improvement in my studies for tis coming semester...lol...before ending, happy new year 2009, everyone!!!lol...those study eh, get great pointers lor and those working eh, get increment in salary lor eventhough the economy now is bad...lol...good nite and all da best for the year ahead...